La Quinceanera

As a Cuban-American growing up in Miami, Quinceanera portraits of my mother, grandmother, and great grandmother adorned my living room. Each of my sister's Quinceaneras were memorialized with photo albums. When I was fifteen, I denied the opportunity of a Quinceanera photoshoot. I feared the process would be a series of oppressive decisions made on my behalf. The task of being a Quinceanera embodied cultural and gender expectations that I felt misrepresented me and I felt conflicted as I tried to personify both Cuban and American notions of femininity.    

Eight years later, I am replacing my missing photoshoot by emulating my family’s Quinceanera photos. Using self-portraiture to document a series of performances, I hope to create a dialogue of appreciation towards the aesthetics of this tradition while evaluating its function.  

I still struggle to find the balance between my teenage self, who wanted to challenge stereotypes and my current self, who is beginning to value the conservation of culture and tradition.