Deflowered

A bird of white blessed me on this day

A fire inside me, an incurable feeling.

Stained glass, transparent bliss

A sacrificial lamb to follow faithfully.

She awaits at your altar to obliterate and slaughter

I was baptized in gravel, no remorse or shame could resurrect.

Purity, so fleshy and warm, dripping with deceit,

Throbbing with disdain.

I rang the bells. I called your name.

Robbed and feeble, no answer came.